Short Story Snippet | Part Viii: Not a Secret

“It’s not a secret,” they said.

I smiled.

Not because I agreed—
but because I understood.

Some things aren’t hidden.

Just…

repeated so often
they start to sound like truth.

I didn’t argue.

I didn’t correct them.

I just didn’t carry it.

That was enough.

Part IX: The Room

They told the story like it was already finished.

“She’s in the room,” they said.

“Unstable. Confused. Difficult to understand.”

I listened, not for accuracy—
but for distance.

Because the voice they used
wasn’t mine.

The story moved forward without me,
neatly arranged, confidently told.

I didn’t interrupt.

I didn’t correct them.

I just stepped outside of it.

And for the first time,

the room

had no door.

Part X: The Limit

In real life,
I speak for myself.

That’s it.

No translations.
No interpretations.
No borrowed voices.

But when I create—

the rules change.

The sky opens.

Stories stretch beyond logic,
characters take form,
and meaning moves freely.

I don’t confuse the two.

That’s why

I’m free in both.

Part XI: Not Interested

I tried to enjoy it.

I really did.

But interest isn’t something you can force.

So I didn’t.

I just told it—

less of this.

Part XII: Consent

They kept speaking
as if I was already part of the conversation.

As if presence meant participation.

As if proximity meant consent.

I didn’t interrupt.

I didn’t respond.

I just stayed where I was—

separate.

Because not every voice
is an invitation.

And not every expression
requires an answer.

Part XIII: Neutral

I was doing well.

Focused. Quiet.

At ease.

They looked at me like something was wrong.

“You don’t talk much,” they said.

I nodded.

“You must not like us.”

I paused. Not because I needed to explain—

but because I didn’t.

“I’m just… doing well,” I said.

They searched for something more.

There wasn’t anything else.

Part XIV: Enough

They looked for more.

More attention.
More presence.
More proof.

I was already being kind.

Already being respectful.

Already enough.

They just wanted more than I offered.

I didn’t adjust.

Part XV: Help

I asked for help.

That was all.

Not permission.
Not ownership.
Not a rewrite of who I am.

Just… help.

And when it was done,

everything that was mine

still was.

Sherley-Ann Belleus

Practice Your Way Towards a Smoother Performance!

https://www.sherleyannbelleus.com
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